A cool evening, this window corner is my favorite in my new house, again a weekend as usual … spending time with time, with self and with an uncontrollable playful mind, sometimes I doubt I own; probably not, otherwise how does it convince me to write down something that may have no meaning, no purpose, where is my logic gone, and is brain sleeping!!
Honestly, I am pushing myself to write this, right now I don’t have a strong answer why! I will let you know if I really get a good answer in future!
Now, let me admit some stupid things, for last few weeks I have been breaking one rule, which I made long ago! and keep asking myself why Drinking alone!! and that also in every weekend!!, Yes, I really don’t see any strong reason, until someone is too much fatigued or too much in love with alcohol! I am neither, then why should I?? Let’s call this as “defeat of logic”.
Sometimes logic really does not work, we should not be overconfident about logic, and probably it has some limitation with maximum possibilities. In my life it failed few times.
In life, I have been some extent rough to some people few times, who deserve much more than I gave towards them, I should have been much polite, but trust me; I am not fully responsible for those incidents, bloody logical mind kept me driving like crazy! Corporate bosses are usually very much diplomatic, but I think he was really exception, at least to me, treated me with dignity, that made my heart really happy (somewhere I read that best thing happen in life when heart is happy, coincidentally in his tenure I bought my first home), but I asked for something stupid to him, bloody crazy logic made me think like a robot at that point of time. I would never forgive me for that, then another business person, exceptional but true, but in this case I still have chance to give back, if I can’t or don’t get an opportunity to meet them in life time, I will give to someone in their name; a promise. 🙂
Now, on the other hand, where it should have been much more accurate in logic, the emotion took over the control, I opened up my heart to some people, who played like a toy! Now the question is who is stronger? Emotion or logic! Or there is something called mastermind, if not, there should be!
Well, Let me tell you, Rum is really good, it kicks you hard when your logic gets tired 😉 , though sometimes I become partially spiritual, but I feel Rum had serious affair with somrash, you may call it bloody purifier, I say mind purifier 🙂
Now let me spend my last 60 with dark cloudy sky! The window corner is just awesome in my new house.