Never thought I will be writing this, or I will be in this state of mind, but finally I realized no matter what, it’s worth capturing this period in my canvas of life… an unforgettable experience!
Last few days i am just thinking about her most of the time, and specially last night I could not sleep , could not stop thinking about her, where will she stay at night, who will feed her! what if anything goes wrong !! uff … don’t know..what will happen!
Probably I should accept that there are few things in life are predestined, no matter how much we push, things never happen the way we want, takes a new turn.
It was first week of July, around four months ago while coming back from launch home around 2 PM i rescued her from road side; it was thundering, about to rain, she was just few days old (less than a week), was trying to cross the lane with whatever strength she had, hardly could move, probably someone left her on road side in plastic bags with other siblings, she was the only one who came out of the plastic bag, others were not moving, probably dead.
Gently I picked her up and took to a nearest grocery shop, asked shop owner if I can keep the little baby in his shop-shed, but the guy got furious almost shouted me to leave the place immediately, without thinking much i bought a milk packet and brought her to my home, that’s how it started.
no, i won’t call myself animal lover nor against it, this was situation demand, only i wanted to save her life, so she can experience this world. initially it was very tough to feed her, she only kept looking for her ma.. used to sound chi chi.., i had no previous experience, then after googling and seeing some youtube video i bought a baby feeding bottle …. first two three weeks was only on milk .. then few weeks some solid food mixing with milk…then one day she start eating her own without any feeding bottle.. finally the day when she ate solid food (fish-rice) i felt relaxed… she too enjoyed that day ..ate little more than usual… then time passed by so quickly …. never noticed … now she is four months plus .. healthy super energetic playful cat …. can keep playing all the time if see me around…. i too feel emotionally attached … created memory with many small things…
but life pushing me hard .. i have to go for work.. will be out of town for few weeks … and there is no one to take care of her … so i have to say her goodbye tomorrow … with many memories ..heavy heartedly .. will be missing her badly …
just wish ..she learn to deal with reality and learn to live life to the fullest