I often go with flow i never thought of! till i find it meaningful, and don’t see any plotting behind it; this is my self observation.
Not necessarily every time there were two party involved, or was expressed from either side, most of the time that was just a travel in thought from one side, and needless to say that was stupid me 😛 , though i knew it was really stupid to ponder over on such thing, but i kept doing that till i found the unsaid conversation kept going interesting!
when first time i saw her in Blue churidar in some cafeteria in the evening, she was buying something, and unknowingly came exactly in front of me. Oh… i was feeling so excited and little lucky too! I ordered the same item (though was not of my taste), then sat little far from her so i could see the gentle beauty! it was so well composed with perfect voice tonality, i just can’t express in word. and trust me , i controlled myself this time, never wanted look there again, but end up smiling again and again for no reason! never realised when the golden fifteen minutes got over.
Well, absentmindedly i started walking! i accept, but very next day, had really no plan to see her again on same place! when i was enjoying my masala dosa, some loud laughter made me turn to little left, ahhh!! it was she! exactly on partial left, was gossiping with her group, though her voice was really softer, but still i could hear some of the words (unintentionally), the style was more like- will make someone spellbound to hear the next word! and trust me, there was something magical, only can be felt even without realising some of the meanings.
God, now listen! this is what i call a torchure ! It’s even harder than making me work in weekend in the name of overseas opportunities. this is not right!
Last weekend was good, though it was slightly raining, but the good thing was while having chicken tangdi with teachers – i was not there!! Monday is boring for me as usual, so i tend to have more tea break, at outside the gate while having tea, saw the Magician is coming alone to tea stall, but was talking on phone, and very next moment i thanked God for ending her phone call, just in front of me, i can’t imagine, she smiled, though i was totally confused, it was to me or she has a as usual smiley face or it was just a common gesture! before i could come to any conclusion, my bloody phone started ringing, was feeling like throwing away the new samsung, but i have to go!
The whole day i was really happy for no reason, some people said “you are in very good mood today – what happened!” – i said “nothing”, the logical true answer. as usual i got too busy with work, day was passing by, during the week i saw her few times here and there! but the deployment schedule kept me busy enough not to concentrate on any other things.
After the tough week the Friday came, i was in mood to leave little early and relax, it was really cloudy outside, was raining sometimes, the cafeteria was almost empty, while having some snacks and thinking where to go! she entered in almost same blue, but little darker shade, seems her mood was little darker, very quiet than usual, took the corner table, was eating something……. when i was completely absorbed in my observation, suddenly a little girl came running ..saying something in unknown language and hugged her, she was overflowing with joy and happiness!!….and a gentleman was coming towards.
By the time it became really dark in outside too, so i have to leave.